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Up is down Wrong is right Nothing is true Everything is fake Crazy is sane Insanity is reality This is the world we live for This is the world we die for

A city filled with pain In a place filled with sorrow People just looking for gain Like there is no tomorrow Each looking out number one While pushing each other down At the point of the gun In this horrid town Living by the day Dreading every dawn Getting down on my knees to pray Praying that today goes O.K But no angel hears me And no person helps me In this city filled with pain

Just stay the course Your time will come Don't feel remorse You might feel numb And lost your force Just keep your calm Keep your head down They will soon come to harm

A pain so deep it burns An ache so painful it rips Splits my conscious into two WHY MUST I GO THROUGH THIS Why do I torture myself? Do you have to ruin everything I WON'T ACCEPT YOUR EXCUSES I WON'T ACCEPT YOUR INSANITY I JUST CAN'T FORGIVE YOU THIS TIME My mind under constant stress While you constantly attack Those who try to help you get yourself WHY MUST I GO THROUGH THIS Why do I torture myself? Do you have to ruin everything I WON'T ACCEPT YOUR EXCUSES I WON'T ACCEPT YOUR INSANITY I JUST CAN'T FORGIVE YOU THIS TIME It's not like I didn't try To understand you But now all I want to do is cry WHY MUST I GO THROUGH

Time keeps going Light seems to disappear And the darkness consumes Final words spoken to a nobody A ghost in the crowds And a whisper among the screams Time keeps going Light seems to disappear And the darkness consumes Last words ring hollow Leaving me breathless Before I can make my peace Time keeps going Light seems to disappear And the darkness consumes I try to leave my fears behind To take my final step forward So that I can finally rest Time keeps on going Sometimes the light seems to disappear And the darkness consumes all But I'm no longer afraid

So long I have waited just to see you smile So I can see you laugh As you hold your pain inside Which grows stronger each day Tying to stay tough Telling people to go away Keeping to yourself Acting like shell shock victim Telling yourself it couldn't happen to you When will you learn? You can't hold the weight Completely alone You can share your suffering You don't have to live in fear Take my hand And let in the light

Decisions Not much time left for the decision. My decision. All the pressure, with all the blame. I'm afraid, afraid of may happen and what I know will happen. Think on it, people tell me, you'll make the right choice. I ask how and my voice falls upon deaf ears. I'm on a stage wondering where my audience went. I can't think, I can't reason. I'm caught in the middle while Janus plays his games. His one head tells me lies while his other tells me truth. Only one of us knows the future and he made his choice. The choice not to tell me. Now I need to make my mine.

I see your faces You smile so sweet Both of you stab each other's back and let the blood run on me You don't really don't care About who gets in your way NOOOOOOOO!! I won't play your games I WON'T DANCE TO YOUR SONG I WILL NOT I WILL NOT You ask me to lie The other asked me to answer honestly They asked me to do what they say No matter what I do I can't win Either way I lose NOOOOOOOO!! I won't play your games I WON'T DANCE TO YOUR SONG I WILL NOT I WILL NOT You say you really care When you want something from me To serve your interests Then turn your back When I say no NOOOOOOOO!! I won't play your games I WON'

I watch you Like Hephaestus admiring his work Trying to point out your flaws Finding none but one The Achilles heel The one thing that is your weakness The one thing that prevents me being with you I wish I could love your imperfections But I can't I wish I had the ability to look past it But that's my Achilles heel My imperfection So maybe, I could look past yours

Lies I live by my lies. I breathe them, speak them and swear by them. When I speak I believe them, before I talk I think through them.  I look for areas where someone might see through my lie and counter them.  My life has become a lie. I know when you lie, because I lie first. I don't think about what kind of lie it is going to be, its repercussions or how I am going to continue it. I don't even care if it's good or not. I react.  I let the words slip from my silver tongue and watch you eat them up because I know you want to hear those words. You expect them. I don't regret what I say, what I do, or how I prese